every time i feel it's the end the crashing of eyelids the friction of lashes the crushing of organs - the organ that beats on and beats itself, the irony the cracks devoid, hidden of harmony it's really just the start the spreading of wings apart the injection of clarity the shredding of scar tissue that has peeled and produced the parts that have induced a faithful find for every time it's in the start of every end i feel the stretch in each bend the shaping of my muscle the ache of every hustle the wanting more that pushes to the cliff just enough to withdraw rethink the "what if" every time counting my blessings by the dime
The smell of fresh, navy pressed gowns as crisp as the blowing, ocean breeze. The ending of an elongated era a step taken forward in history. My formal schooling has finally come to a close like a stealthy door quietly joining its doorpost. A door that's been swung open day after day with hinges hanging loosely, at last detached. The caps took many ticking clocks to arrive as if it purposefully assumed a snail's pace. While the bus missed me going to graduation I surely knew I wouldn't miss it once gone. Then gone, I didn't know how much I truly would miss: 1. The time dedicated for breaks and sick days 2. The view when commuting for my 9-hour day 3. The chances given for getting things wrong The sight of my "declaration of independence" was liberating, but the rushed in adulthood - debilitating. And yet, the combination of both gave form to a freedom, interlocked with meaning - responsibility.
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